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HAVING DINNER WITH ASIANS

salam, 

sesudah seminggu kini saya kembali lagi, walau pon sena nye, xnak pon tulis blog ni lagi, tapi janji tetap janji kan (alasan), uhukkk.... plus i got nothing to do now, hopefully when i finish this, maghrib menjelma lah, pheww...

well, not that i wanna complaint kan, yeahh its been @#^*&^*& (buat benda baik xleh cakap kat orang kan), and today is one of the day, and to be honest, its like pelbagai dugaan rintangan menimpa like want me to give up along the way... after anat, tayar motor bocor that i have to tow the bike (alah manjanyaa tolak motor sket pon mengeluhkan)... right after reaching home, then i straight to PakMad (family doctor untuk motor) since i noticed something wrong with the bike, well there's really something wrong, ok leaved it there, and walked back... now had to study for microb, and if u know, for a smoker things that really make u feel like really2 craving for it is when ur holding a book, yeahhh right... so there was me, holding the book while sleeping, haha...almost 12pm, so get ready for jumaat prayer, solat, then right after that walked to the workshop again... waahh leganyaa motor dah siap, paid everything, then jenk3!!! tora datang lagi!!! menarik, memang menguji kesabaran btoii, xyah cita lah, sabar je usoppp...

aaa guys, do u notice something??something about the people here?? i mean, how they... how to say, aaa like 'quite weird'... explain3!!! k2 like this kan, some i think its fine, u smile then u'll get one back, etc2 lah... but have u ever experience bump into someone, lets say on some random streets like that, and they like stare at you like wanna eat you like that, haha... or some random makcik who suddenly scold u for small things?? have u?? ok example lagi, i walked from my house to workshop, then suddenly a man stopped his motor just cun in the middle of the street, and guess what?? stared at me without feeling guilty, and im like... looked down to the earth avoiding eye contact, haha... second, otw back from masjid biasalah kopiah kat kepala, muka buat2 innocent, muka bersinar2, haha... then guess what?? awek seksi pakai skirt atas paha lewat depan, hew3... well terpandang sekali xpe lah, then tengok kiri tengok kanan, lintas lah... and this group macam biasa laa kalau alay2 kayak band2 changcuter, gaul gitu, pasti nongkrong nya di burjo depan rumahku... received a message from a friend that she needs her guitar back, so buang kopiah, gapai gitar, start motor z yang xberapa nak menawan sangat tu, preng3!!!(satu kampung dengar), bukak je pagar, phewww rasa macam artis la pulak bila awek2 cun menjeling bagai nak ngorat jee,haha... i mean pelik sangat ke sampai u have to stare like that, its awkward u know, zzzZz

makanya, saya tidak berniat pon untuk menjatuhkan maruah, atau martabat (ke murtabak??best nyaa) makcik2, atau pakcik2, atau awek2 seksi ni pon, saya juga tidak mau menilai nila2 ni semua sehingga semua susu2 putih, dingin, fresh, lemak berkrim semua ni rosak akibat nila2 ini tadi... dan dinyatakan di sini, ini hanyalah segelintir sahaja, sedangkan there's alot just among them who being nice, good, better than others that i met... im so grateful that i experienced all these here...

bila berkata2 tentang bersyukur ni, terfikir gak macam banyak je benda2 nk disyukur kan, maybe i try make it in a list, hows that??? :D

benda2 yang saya sangat beruntung,

1. i was born as a muslim, and still a muslim, forever a muslim ;D
2. i still have both beloved abah and mama
3. belajar di negara orang, xsemua orang dapat peluang camni kan
4. masih dapat makan sebagaimana saya nak makan (kesian orang2 yang xcukup makan ni ;(
5. dikelilingi kawan2 yang pelbagai macam
6. i think anyhow u do change me a bit, i mean to a better person
7. still dapat raya kat malaysia stakat ni
8. still mampu beli pelbagai macam keperluan, kadang2 lebih dari keperluan dah
9. dan banyak2 lagi lah

i don't think i could list everything that im grateful just in one list, and i dont think its important pon kan??haha... so its 5.14pm already, and i better get prepared...for anything lah, hew3, salam

.....

actually this post was posted right before maghrib tadi, but i was thinking wether this post ada guna nya atau tidak for people around, so i saved it back into draft... as now i just came back from futsal with others(our batch)... what i was going to say above was actually nothing... yeahh NOTHING, luls, oke2 thats really nothing pon, it was just a random stuff that i wrote when im bored, like totally bored la kan... while others sibuk with their own business, or study ke (uhukkk), or ngaji quran ke (uhukkksss), or any other random stuffs, then theres me bz with guitar (xmain dah sekarang, tunggu regi beli), dengar lagu, blogging (isoke, dah seminggu kan tak blogging)... hmmm thinking, these past few days, what i did without blogging huh??like did i really cant survive without it???seems not kan, maybe after this, i should cut a bit my time on blogging, maybe like one post a week like that, how??hew3... anyways, first time listen to this song from my friend's blog, and... its quite addictive, hew3, pam paraamm...

" to those who skip to the last part, dont read, this post is wasting ur time, ngeh3 "

BYE

the reason why i posted a lot of posts these few days because i really want to stop everything ive done, hopefully i will be bored on blogging and giving up on this thing, just like how i gave up on facebook... but this seems not really work, as i type more, the more i feel like want to check my blog... the significance of this?? yeaa obviously i wasted too much time on this, and your time too, yeaa i know the main reason why i started blogging at first so that i will improve my english, but then.... plus i feel like...hmm nevermind, *sigh... so here's the plan B, let me try for a week first, see if somehow i could manage to not post anything in the meantime... so sorry for this short post, and for wasting your time anyhow, farewell, take care people...

BERIBU SESALAN OR BERIBU BINTANG DI LANGIT KINI MENGHILANG??

lol for the video above!!! :D

today i feel so small among those people, the young just simply donate millions of rupiah for palestine, and this family man just create a humble smile while donating like 12mil rupiah... this is truly a good example from the sahabat... the billionares who use it for the sake of Allah blessing, im impressed, seriously impressed... and don't worry, its a promise from The al-Mighty Lord this won't make them poor even a bit, and He never failed  to keep His promises,

" The likeness of those who spend their wealth in the Way of Allah, is as the likeness of a grain (of corn); it grows seven ears, and each ear has a hundred grains. Allah gives manifold increase to whom He pleases. And Allah is All-Sufficient for His creature's needs, All-Knower ". Al-Baqarah: 261

there's a part of me wishing that someday if Allah granted with the wealth, i hope i will be doing the same thing... 

p/s~ let us pray hard so that Allah swt gives us the strength to win the fight against the enemies of Allah swt, amiinn 

SAPO2 JUPPO ATU BULIH LAA NIH...

looks like i have to lose some weight la nih, cuti raya makin dekat, balik mesia at least naik 10kg, hahaha... jogging anyone?? (izhar ismail)...luls

SOMEONE LIKE YOU

feel quite fresh after jamming session with syam just now, hahaha, its not really a jam session anyways, its just me and the guitar, syam, and most of all playing and singing someone like you from adele, and some bieber songs(dirty my fingers playing bieber songs, pfftt), lol... so i think right after maghrib and isya' i can start studying to cover week 1 until week 2 isn't?? or should i say isn't over~~~ luls, get me??get me?? like isn't over~~~~yeahh, *lame... 

i wish i could go to brunei with my family right now, visiting my uncle there... never been to brunei though, how it looks like?? how the city gonna looks like, the people there and everything, sigh.... have fun guys!!! anyhow, to be honest im not so comfortable with airplane, i kept imagining things while on board, haha, and of course its a negative thought... things that are on road, or water i dont mind at all (eventhough its dangerous compare to the air route), but when it comes to airplane, i get a bit nervous, haha, nevermind, i'll find someone like you~~~kih3...

how i wish this block and osce gonna be over fast!!! i just need a rest i think, empty my mind, get along with friends, u know, like real friends...and dont get me wrong, real friends are the kind of friend that u know since ur small, like in primary school etc...get me??hehe... nevermind, maybe each of us have different perspective of a friend, and i understand u, like as long as ur happy, then its just fine, hehe...

i smell something nice outside already, so thats it for now, have fun, study, and wish u all the best!!! salam :)

Your eyes

Should I try this app...i mean like for real?is this even work?duhhh...

Never mind, lets make this a short and simple post then... How ive been doing lately yea??its good, im in the last block for 2nd year already u know, so its obvious that I have to get well prepared for the coming osce as well, and u guys too!!! Bare in mind about that... So, see how the result 2.5 gonna be, then pooommm!!!book the flight ticket to malaysia!!!wuhuuu...Sometimes I was thinking that I should just unblock my previous blog, there would be more followers than this one,haha(btw thanks for following me,luls)... Nevermind there are too much unappropriate posts on the previous one...

So for right now...bai

P/s~bley makan nasik kerabu golok macam best gak ni *mengidam

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NINJA TURTLES VS SUPERMAN (jangan percaya)

bila dah makin pokai ni kebosanan sangat lah membuakbuak, kalau dulu kat msu bila tade2 duit ni boleh gak berjamming dengan kawan2 kat bilik, sambung gitar kat amp masing2, pofin dengan baldi untuk ketuk2, kopa siap sedia bila2 masa nak nyanyi (xajak pon memang dia nyanyi manjang), rasa taknak main gitar p dengar budak lain main, have fun la jugak... kalo aku kaki gamming boley la jugak aku p lepak kat cc malam2 ngn yang lain2, semua kat sini banyak kaki gamming... nak bergitar??bosan gak sorang2, makin hari makin malas nak belajar lagu baru, last2 tersadai je gitar kat dinding, kadang2 bawah katil, haha...

so to make it simple, the statement above sangat lah membebel macam makcik warden kat mais dulu, dan tidak lah secool anne driver bas msu dulu (walaupun tadelah cool sangat pon), mungkin juga kerana faktor umur yang makin tua, jerawat yang makin kurang, keriput atau wrinkle yang mulai tumbuh, dan tidak salah kalau saya babitkan juga hormone muda yang sedang rancak ini menyebabkan bebelan2 yang tidak patot itu timbul... bab kata orang2 sekeliling, atau blogger2 yang lain, mahupun sesiapa pon saja kalau terlalu banyak sangat mengeluh xkan selesaikan masalah, setiap apa yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya yang kita tak taw, sejahat manapon seseorang, sebaik manapon, sekiut manapon atau secomel manapon kamu2 semua, bila Allah swt telah tetapkan begitu, so terimalah dengan bersyukur dan redha,... belajar bersyukur, ingat prioritas utama kat bumi jogja nih, prioritas kedua, ketiga, dan seterusnya (walaupun still membazirkan masa dengan blogging yang ntah pape).... katanya ustaz sekolah baim dulu,  

" antum2 semua ni kena syukur lah dapat peluang belajar di negara orang, dapat biasiswa yang tak semua student2 pandai yang lain dapat, tidak kira yang memang sepatut ke indonesia, ataupon yang xlepas pergi manipal >.<".... "

tapi bro... aku still bosan ni (hati nurani kecilku berkata)... pastu hati besar aku balas, ada aku kesah?? baik aku kesah kat adik2 comel, saudara2 aku kat palestin tu ke, somalia tu ke yang hari2 pikir camane nak makan, nak hidup, nak protect anak2, family, segala macam lah (tunduk insaf kejap)... untuk back up balik diri ini yang dah nampak macam pathetic sangat tu, ingin saya berhujah, atau nyatakan sedikit bahawa sebenar2nya tada la bosan sangat pon, hari2 pegi kelas belajar (ponteng tu biasalaa), minggu2an main futsal, jalan2 cari makan boley dikatakan bila2 masa nak je, duit elaun masuk je, tu xtermasuk elaun tambahan dari tajaan PAMA lagi, segala benda ada (xdelaa secukup macam kat malaysia pon oke laa), nak cakap bosan xmain gitar ni haa gitar dah ada dua dah sekarang (gitar pinjam satu, lol), internet 24jam, pilih2 je apa nak semua bley dapat (sebenarnya nak moto besaww 250cc pon jadilaa, hew3)... 

kesimpulan yang ringkas dari semua2 di atas adalah semuanya duniawi je tu, sb tu ada berbagai macam menda pon macam tade solution jugak, hew3, maka berbalik laa pada kalamullah iaitu Al-Quran ye adik2 semua, kih3... ada yang rasa macam kena karate dari belakang tak?? haa aa aku sendiri la tu, haha...katanya mas egar, ni kalau ibnu sina dan tokoh2 islam yang lain dolu2 before beliau2 semua berpindah cabang ke ilmu fardhu kifayah ni, yang ilmu2 fardhu ain ni semua dah macam master kaw2 dah, dah dapat pangkat prof la tu kot... untuk kita2 atau ehemmm ambe sdr untuk lebih specific, umor dah rata2 20an (lol 20 laa sangat)... ape je ada dalam kepala ni??, jelas dan nyata memang karat2 yang bertempel girang di sini sana macam karat tali gitar aku kot, dah agak telat disitu yee...macam nak salahkan sistem pendidikan kat malaysia, tapi... ni ketentuan, ada hikmah ni, or maybe Allah swt nak kasik impak besar2 atas muka apa yang aku buat sepanjang nyawa dikandung badan ni kot, maybe...

tadi just pikir nak buat short post je untuk blog kali ni, tapi macam dah agak keterlaluan melalut sampai ke sini, mungkin aura2 dizaman buat karangan bm masa spm dulu dah semakin membuak2 kot, nasib baik xletak kata2 pujangga, petikan2 artikel dari menteri2 semua kan, derrr... dan bila dah sampai ketahap ni rasa macam xbersesuaian la pulak petikan lagu di atas ni kan dengan post artikel kali ni, xpe lah alang2 dah sampai ke sini, moga2 kita2 yang sudah lama xberdamping dengan al quran makin jadi bestfren, atau yang memang dah lama bff dgn al quran agar kekal kan lah kesetiaan, kejujuran, pengubat rindu, dan sebagainya, jangan lupa peluk cium hari2 ye... moga dia lah menjadi penawar, penyembuh, pelembut, dan juga pelapang dada2 kita semua... insyaAllah... 

p/s~ nigahiga : teehee 8B

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

 yelloo pepol... tauke balak manyak untong ini malam wooo, hohoho... so Tears of Palestine done ( i mean not like done done, get it??hoho), gonna continue with pkpmi futsal, than maybe the last event for this year which is Raya (lap peluh) hew3...

btw im glad, or should i say im happy for u that ur now having this one u can count on ( is it?? ) haha... if malu2 sampai private status tu insyaAllah bley la tu slow2 kawin, dah sampai seru orang tua2 cakap, haha... ok2 seriously its good yo... oh yaa btw Happy Birthday!!! i know2 ur hobby now is baking kan kan kan?? so bake manyak3!!!makan manyak3!!!dont worry about getting fat!!!bcoz ur not!!!haha =P

and another thing is that the event just now was good you know, good in term of the inputs, knowledge, makan2,haha... but if only more non-muslim could join then it would be much better... i mean like for us muslim, most of us are aware of what's happening there, i mean Palestine, at least we are up to date of the things that is going on there, right right??rightttt??hehe... kan we are brothers!!! but my humble opinion would be the non muslims(some of them) are not really exposed to this kind of things(situation in Palestine). maybe they heard of it somewhere, maybe they kind of saw people posted it on facebook, twitter or 'friendster'??hehe.. its either they read it or not, or maybe they think that people just simply edited it and simply want to anything lah for their own agenda or benefits like that... these wont gain any of their concern u know... so thumbs up for this event.....

YOU TOOK MY HEART AWAY

holding your hand in my dream pon boley...luls

is trying to give up for anatomy tomorrow, may i?? new block, and seems like everyone really inspired to strive for their best this time, nahh...never mind lah, wish u all goodluck!!!... or should i too?? getting A for 2.6, hmmm seems pretty interesting, lol... so,

  " stop blogging, shutdown the laptop, open the books, get a pen, and pray hard " 

wallah... kbai bloggerz.salam

NanaSheme again???

meh nikoh duo la nana,buleh abeyik main gitar nge demo male2...haha

Yiruma River Flows

" i kept thinking to myself she was supposed to be the one
the one i was to marry and the one that have my son "

" and i hope that u find the right man
i hope he treated u well and i hope he understand
that u deserve the best "

how to say this... the other part of me?? O.o"... wakakaka.... no3 dont believe this shit, hahaha... well love to listen to rap songs, nothing wrong doing that aite??, luls, so primary school..... listened to eminem, linkin park, exchange tape, wear the pants low, acting like a total rapper, wkwkwk... all these dint last long, right after entering junior high school, i started listening to indie songs, jet, suede, and all, yeahh all thanks to my bro, i felt quite left out since the high school the trend still the same...

the first time i listened to SheilaOn7 band on the radio, which i forgot when, the Sephia was when the song first break through to Malaysia, we, i mean my bro, sis, me...were like, woaaa, what was the band name??what was the song??lols...but we had no regret listening to their songs, so evergreen until now im still listening to them...

sorry for all the craps, i just had futsal, and got nothing to do rather than sitting in front of my laptop, block exam finished bro!!!hohoho... and about the rapping thing dont tell anyone, keep it to yourself, wahaha....

its been 2 months i dint practise fingering, and my fingers are so stiff, and its quite pain when i played the guitar with rusted string just now...feel like buying new guitar, this one not good woaaaa, ngade, haha... and these guys started asking to go jamming, aiyayaya, should start playing now...




ahaakk yeahhh, ahakkk yeahhh begitu para rapper coba menghiburku, keh3, kbai.salam

woarghhh baru week 3 wowowowarrrgogogo grrrr