Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Thursday, November 22, 2012

FLUFFY FLUFFY FLUFFY -.-"


grrrrr....

AKU DAN SEMUA

salam, i just went back from pharmaco class... And the rain was and still pouring, that i am now all wet -___-"

Reach my room, read msg, and open bloggerz app from my phone... And suddenly i found myself reading my own writting in the previous blog 'aku dan semua' if u guys still remember...

Its kind of reflecting myself, and also its actually kind of fun, seeing my old posts, the comments and all, few of it i dont even remember... And while reading, one of the post is about a video titled terimalah taubatku, and there is a comment saying "may Allah ease toriq's path in becoming someone soleh, amiin"... It is from anynomous... Seriously i dont even remember that, but im so touched by the dua, thanks alot, i pray the same for u, and for all of u guys out there as well, aameen...

Maybe there are things we couldnt control, either its planned or unplanned, who knows whats gonna happen in the future right..., maybe chances and options are there, just waiting for u to grab it... Once 'taken', no3 dont give up till Allah swt said so...

P/s~ cakap lebat, tp hakikat sendiri2 tawu lerr... :/

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

MY ONLY WISH


all you armies, all you fighters
all you tanks, and all you soldiers,
against a boy, holding a stone,
standing there, all alone,

in his eyes, i see the sun,
in his smile, i see the moon,
and i wonder, i only wonder,
who is weak, and who is strong,
who is right, and who is wrong,

and i wish, i only wish,
that the truth has a tongue.

Saturday, November 17, 2012

PAGI AHAD

So 8.15am, here i am at the RP, just for the postpone tentiran... I couldnt sense anyone except a few members from my group... But one thing i realised, im so lucky as i am now, living in a still peaceful country like Indonesia, or Malaysia. I just couldnt imagine people living everyday feed with bombs and bullets, their daily doing is to protect their religion and families from those bastards who never give up or will never give up from messing around with the muslims...

As a muslim, i do strongly believe we will win this war, i do strongly believe Allah is with us, the only thing that i hardly believe is the muslims themselves. Do we even realise whats going on right now? Are we still living in their world? Their ideas? Their believes? Their fake paradise? These are the saddest truth i must say..

Lets hold hands together, lets pray hard for the safety of our brothers and sisters out there who put their lives on the line to protect our religion, to protect our country, and to protect out brothers and sisters, may Allah sends the soldiers from the heaven, and helps us to win this war, may all of u out there be strong, have faith, thanks alot!

What a day to strenghten me back, peace... Salam



Friday, November 9, 2012

SO CALL ME MAYBE

salam,

the weather outside is so lovely, unbelibaba...that now i can smell the smell of the grass, or maybe its act just the smell of the mosses on the walls, luls. now that i move my 'study' table near the window,  in front of me is the view of.... jeng3, another wall~ zzzz... sitting on the 'study' chair, thinking, a deep thinking about future, not a 10 years ahead plan, just about what am i going to do for today. so today is one of the usual weekend, but i am insisting of having classes, maybe... maybe i should grab the guitar and play a few songs before going back to sleep.

maybe life is really full of surprises, alot of the impossible things became possible, like who ever thought that i am now a medical student... i used to have a dream of becoming a fireman during my childhood days~~or firefighter, sounds much cooler, hoho... saving people just like in the action movies, kewl lah, ehehehe... and i used to imagine myself in a smart outfit, like wearing a kemeja, tight in, without a tie like that, have an expensive watch on my left wrist, wearing the engineer cap, and holding a big scroll of a building plan in my hand~ woaaa cool.... who's gonna know whats going to happen in the future aite... what about people call me 'dokter' ?? seriously ?? wait and see la yeerr, pheww... or what if me having a wife and kids?? haha, lagi laa, untung laa~~

still, im not sure of what i am going to do for today, maybe open the lecture slides and study?? ehem... or maybe k.o again on the bed?? who knows....

oke lah, sekian dari saya. post yang xperlu dibaca.

p/s~ or maybe oneday i find myself in the Jannah, with the people i want, isn't that beautiful? fighting for it...
    ~ maybe the same post, with the same idea gonna be posted during next week's holiday?? zzz -__-"