WHEN THERE IS A WILL

 Assalamualaikum,

things happened, with or without our intention, there's still lots of surprises that may happen, or may not? we just dunno what future holds for us, hmmm... thinking.

eg :
i was thinking people were quitting blogging, the site was so not updated with new post, but surprisingly, when i posted a short post last night, there were bunch of updating posts from other bloggers as well, wow, tanjat boboi, haha

lots of thinking going on in my head lately, and few of it really annoyed me, like really annoying, trust me. as a well educated, handsome, good-looking face, man, with a few bucks of rupiah in my pocket, well, i would not run on the street, shouting all my problems to anyone, randomly, that would be so embarrassing, heheh... (suka je up diri sendiri ye bang)... :P

im the type who like to discuss matters with people, but not the private stuffs thingy, plus if it is regarding to the matter that will affect people around. in this case, most of the time, i will let them take their time to realise on their own, and let myself to be more patient. sabor... at certain times, i just reached the limit, and i just need someone to talk.

so, i will not talk to someone who will be affected, and who have the tendency of accidentally telling this to the third person and so forth, remember? then i started to scan, scan for someone who already gained my trust. beep beeppp zzzzzzzz tett teetttt... detected.

and there he is. is always that man.

its true, sometimes, u just don't need for solutions, u already have one, u already have Allah to guide u all the way, He has already showed u the way. settle, i feel so much comfortable afterwards, i gain my confidence back, and i will try to do my best for my part. and if things go differently, You may have prepared a better ending for me, yes i am 100% confident.

and as a human, i do apologize for things that i did, or did not, and anyhow affected any of u guys. in the meanwhile, just stay strong, stay focus, and things will be better, trust me. semangat! cemungut! su su! winkwink! heheehhe....

p/s~ lucky me, baby is so fluffy, always comfort me whenever i put my face in his comfy fluffy hair/fur? ^^ (meletakkan dan mentenyeh2 kan muka pada perotnya yang berbulu lebat) boley bayang? -.-"
~friendly? heh, i dont think so, dush